Call me crazy

I'm back and when I say back I mean really back. Don't try to understand it, I get myself... As it turns out summer is over, sucks but the good thing is that the year will be over soon as well. Thinking about it this had to be the worst year ever. Well up until a few months ago it was bad, now things seem to be getting better. "The night is always darkest, just before the dawn." I would love to say this year is going to be a new me but I'm not. Because the truth is I miss my old self. And call me crazy but as I'm writing this I'm thinking about all the good and bad times I had with some people. Crazy thing is that in my head there are more good times then bad. I really can't stop laughing. BCCK! Cut school and go to the mall, go in circles just to get some samples. Oh wow good times, well that chapter is closed now. But it really doesn't hurt to remember. All though events in ones life can ultimately change your outlook on things, its up to you to change yourself.